|| Kath3riine --> Lynn ||

Sun, 07 Jan 2007 00:03:38 GMT

so ive come to the conclusion people who ive thought ive been friends with are just acquaintances ... people ive been friends with for a while dont care

so either do i ... im giving up on friendships ...i tired to trust people and what happened? ... i got stabbed in the back ... and people wonder why im such a bitch all the time ... what i thought was going to happened did ... and it just proves how right i am.. all the time

me and glen are working on things.. and if you dont like it... fuck off.. i probably dont like you anyway

people have just fucked me over lately and im sick of it... im obviously not one to sit there and let people treat me like shit

i cant wait to move... you all suck.

Mon, 09 Oct 2006 16:53:09 GMT

everyones so happy for me

why cant i just settle and be happy for myself

everyone loves Joe ... and everyone thinks were sooo cute and everyones happy that ive found someone good for myself

so why cant i be happy?

Sun, 13 Aug 2006 20:06:36 GMT

things have been so shitty...

i would not stop bitching the other night, so Glen just told me he was done, and that was it ... and all that ive gotten out of him from when he decides to talk to me for less than a minute is that im just mean to everyone and that im never going to change

i guess i have turned into a huge bitch... i never wanted to.. i told myself i would become the one who starts problems and arguments .. i just ended up having this huge guard up around me... starting last summer ended and i came back to school and all i started to hear were rumors about me.. from then on out i just have not not been nice to anyone, ive been stuck up to people i dont even know, lost friends for starting arguments... and now, lost my boyfriend for little arguements that built up.. and i just had to have the last word and that was it...one word too many and that ended it... i think about it now and i just think if i could have just shut my fucking mouth i wouldnt be in the situation im in ... everyone hates me

and i look like an idiot because me and Glen break up so much .. but this time it is my fault .. and even my mom has tried telling me it isnt and that Glen is just an asshole .. but he isnt.. he does everything for me .. anything ive ever asked for.. hes either done it or given it to me.. and i took advantage of that one too many times .. and i feel so bad because its like, you dont realize your doing it because you've gotten away with it before, but then you get in trouble for that one time .. and even Glen says, im not a mean person.. i just choose to act like that because i dont want people to get to know me and find the least bit of something to say about me .. im truly nice ... just scared to get hurt and really insecure

the only advice i will get is to move on with my life ... but i dont want to because i know in my heart i can change and not be such a bitch to people .. im sick of being the person who has to put their 2 cents in and being a hard ass and having the last word in arguments because im so damn stubborn .. i dont want that anymore, at all ... i just dont know how to make him, or anyone else realize that .. because not only did i lose him, i lost my friends too .. or people i was starting to become friends with

i wish i could just say "okay, i was wrong" and everything could be okay .. im willing to be nice, i promise =(

im sorry, to anyone, doesnt matter who... ok screw it, everyone, i am sorry ... im not better than any one and i know that not everyone is out to get me and ruin my life ... ive said and done some things to people that you wouldnt do in your entire lifetime, or even think about doing/saying... and i am sorry, it's sincere, i swear. =(

i also can not find a job if my entire life denended on it ... whatever.

my dads coming home for a week on the 2nd of september ... the only thing i have to look forward to .. i miss my dad so much =(

Sun, 02 Jul 2006 00:22:57 GMT

i feel like such a bad daughter... i called my dad for the first time in like a few weeks...

maybe its because i miss him so much and i just dont know what to say?

idk

Sun, 02 Apr 2006 02:36:27 GMT

ok so heres whats going on

my dads flying to Atlanta sometime in the next couple weeks... i think my mom said the 12th or 14th and hes gonna be interviewed for this job in south carolina..

i think, well im kinda thinking about it ... but i think if my dad ends up getting the job i wanna move there with him so he's not alone

i could go to school in colombia cause i could give a fuck less about graduating from lamphere

and i dont see why not because my mom and my sister would move there eventually too

so either way, im moving to south carolina if my dad gets this job and i figure why not just go now because i dont have anything keeping me back .. i dont have any extremlely close friends here so why would it matter?

and of course i would get to visit every now and then since my entire family lives here

as for the whole Glen thing goes... i put nothing but 110% into that fucking relationship...and then for him to break up with me by text messaging is a fucking ridiculous way to end a relationship that we had for over a year ... i mean, of course im gonna fight to get him back because i do love him with all of my heart... i just feel like a fucking idiot for doing this every single time ... i guess its because i do wanna be in a relationship and hes seriously, not even the joking, the best i cant get

everyone has said that im too nice and that this shouldnt be happening... so i just wish he could tell me why i deserve shit like this

i went shopping with Kayla today ... it was good to get my mind off things for a couple hours and just have fun ... i got 2 shirts from hollister and 3 pairs of undies from victorias secret, then we went to starbucks and saw the most gorgeous black guy in the entire world .. and thats saying a lot since im not really attracted to black guys ... not racist but thats just not my thing lol

i just need to go to bed...

everyone enjoy the rest of your weekend =D

Wed, 29 Mar 2006 23:57:16 GMT

ahhh things are going pretty alright for me ... except for just ONE thing ... i think this has been the only time in my life where i could name just one things that im not happy with

Things with Glen continue to get better every day =D

if i keep my grades up until friday, i will have a 3.6 and hopefully that will raise my 1.5 cumlative

after school i took my sister and her friends and got coffee @ starbucks =D and then took them to grissom to see the volley ball game or something, went and got gas and then went tanning

it was SOOOOO BEAUTIFUL outside today

i got my check in the mail from clairol for 60$ ... so i was pretty happy about that ... and with the money from my report card (yes, my parents give me an incentive to get good grades, its stupid i know), and the money from chores and what not ill have enough money to do absolutely nothing lol ... i really dont like spending money

i got an A on my french quiz today .. i had a quiz in algebra that i probably bonmed because i havent learned much since mrs. wainz hasnt been there really ... oh well i cant be too mad, shes finally pregnant lol

as long as my grades stay up ill be happy ... i never though i would ever see the day where i would be worried about getting a C ... why couldnt i always have been a good student?

that would have been AMAZING if we could have seen the eclipse this morning ... i saw it on t/v ... but that doesnt count

im doing my research paper on UFO's ... go figure i had to pick the weirdest topic lol

ok im done rambling.

everyone enjoy the rest of your day =D

Fri, 27 Jan 2006 15:59:13 GMT

i cant get onto myspace from the school computer so i decided to update my livejournal ...

i did really good on my report card... my gpa was 2.7 and i got all my credits.. so thats good

im kind of screwed though ... my cumlative gpa is still 1.5 =( ... i like my classes this semester.. there all really easy .. im hoping i can bring my gpa up so i can at least get into a decent college come next year

so me and Natalie still arent talking ... glen thinks its stupid because he said shes my best friend and we shouldnt be fighting ... even though i never had a problem in the first place... obviously she thinks i did something wrong... what else is new

me and glen have officially been going out for a year now ... so thats pretty sweet

im getting my hair done tomarrow since it still looks like shit

im gonna play some sponage bob collapse =D ..

later dudes

Fri, 10 Jun 2005 19:04:53 GMT

yupp... finally got a sweet banner.

Tue, 24 May 2005 01:21:57 GMT

so, all the shit that happend with me and Glen happend a pretty long time ago.. so drop it, its gotten pretty old and were both over it so theres no reason someone else should being it up, when its none of your buisness, i mean it must not be any of your buisness considering you cant even leave your name? your ANONYMOUS comments are pretty stupid .. if you wanna be really sweet, leave your name.. but im sure thats wayyyy too much to ask :)

you so wish you had someone as good as him, i know i dont deserve him. be jealous ;)

go ahead, leave more ANONYMOUS comments :D way to have a life

<3

Mon, 23 May 2005 01:23:24 GMT

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i hung out with Glen today, went to the mall, got ice cream oh, and i got a concusion.. glen needs to blonde proof his basement since he now has a dent in his ceiling ... ouch :'(

watching the leason finale of desperate housewives

later guys.

Sat, 21 May 2005 21:13:58 GMT

last nite, went to the movies nd saw kicking and screaming... that was it i guess

then today i went to Glen's this morning and his parents made us breakfest.. we decided we were gonna go to the zoo with Natalie and Dj and not to our suprise at all, they canceled plans.. so Glen must have been in the same mood cause he decided to do the same thing, and go fishing... so i have nothing to do

i didnt even get my f*ing starbucks... fucker

later guys.

Fri, 20 May 2005 01:59:50 GMT

past couple days have been terrible ... i guess everythings getting better though, i hope

i get my permit next week, i guess thats kinda cool

thats about it.

Wed, 18 May 2005 01:55:41 GMT

today was boring... i came home and took a nap

glen stopped by around like...idk ... but he woke me up but he came with ice cream so it was alright

now im going to bed early because i wanna wake up around 6 and attempt to do my hair.. probably not..and because my sisters throwing anorge fit.. along with my mom, ha

later.

Tue, 17 May 2005 02:33:36 GMT

drivers training was real gay

Glen came over for a bit, went to starbucks and then went to the hockey game

i driver again wednesday, so watch out lol .. the guy told us we prolly wont finish all the driving until after the class is over.. which sucks alot cause i just wanna get it over with!

Natalie actually said "i have a potty mouth" .. one of the funniest things ever.

thats all

<3

Sun, 15 May 2005 16:56:13 GMT

so it was a sucessful weekend! :)

me and Krysten couldnt hang out cause she got back from a recital too late :( i felt real bad.. but were hanging out after i drive :P

soooo last nite i hung out with Nat Dj and Glen ... like back in the day haha .. we were gonna go watch them play drop in but it got cancelled so there was really nothing to do since we had to go to natalies at like 12 so we just chilled at Dj's

soooo i woke up around like 10 and Natalie brought me home and now i have to leave in about an hour or so to go drive... i really dont want to though, i just want drivers training to be OVER ... hopefully after me Glen, Krysten and Mike hang out ! <-- i think mike wants krysten lol ...were trying to hook that up :P

later guys :D

Sat, 14 May 2005 15:06:23 GMT

hmmm last nite was fine... me and Krysten came over here after school and got ready and whatever and Glen came and got us around like 6:30 and we went to go look at his friend Mike's new car, it was pretty sweet... then it started to fucking STORM oh man it sucked.. but we all went out to birmingham and got dinner n e way cause me and Krys were real hungry ... it was like me Krys Glen Matt Margo Mike and his brother.. it was alot of fun.. after we got food we went over to starbucks and then took Krysten to go see trowbridge lmao... i still think its the scariest thing ever haha sooo after that i think we went back over to Mikes so they could work on his car or something, idk.. me Krysten and Margo played with the dogs they were SO CUTE! alot people started to show upto mikes house and we wanted to leave so we eventually got them outa there and went to Becca's for a little bit.. after that we went over to Matt's for a little bit then Glen brought me and Krysten back here and we went to bed!

soooo ... were just watching t/v now.. Krysten's prolly staying the nite again cause shes sweeeeet :P

<3

Fri, 13 May 2005 00:51:03 GMT

so forget that last entry..

when guys come and bring youyour favorite ice cream theres no posible way you can stay mad at them at all

i love you so much, no one could even come close to replacing you! ... your the perfect guy for me, not anyone can even compare to you... your my best friend Glen, i love you

Thu, 12 May 2005 22:58:39 GMT

ha so this time when i got dumped, i actually didnt do anything... not one thing

oh well .. shit happens

Tue, 10 May 2005 21:50:02 GMT

My goddamn rock solid ghetto shiznit name is Wankmaster Teapot, Yo.
What's yours?
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and that, is exactly why i am not a gangster... or feel the need to act like one :)

Tue, 10 May 2005 20:15:07 GMT

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

i stayed home sick today :( .. i got to sleep a whole lot though.. and i kinda feel better..

i really, really dont wanna go to drivers training tomarrow, that really just has to be over with

thats about it..

<3

Sun, 08 May 2005 04:23:00 GMT

stole it from kimmy..

1. What is on your nightstand or next to your bed? dont have a nightstand next to my bed..
2. What is your comfort food?? haha food, good one
3. What makes you angry enough to fight? ignorant ppl, the ones who think they're gangsters and threaten to kill you and then dont touch you, good times
4. How old do you think you will live to be? like late 80's
5. Did you picture your life turning out like this? no i didnt think life could ever be this good
6. Best memory from the last 10 days? every single one with my love <3
7. When and why was the last time you ran? haha i dont run
8. Celebrity that you would most like to hate-fuck? (don't like them at all but still want to have sex with bcause they are hot)? oh jess mchartney or w/e.. i hate that little fucker but i'd do him lol
9. Are you rational or emotional? oh im an emo bitch
10. Have you ever been arrested? nope, close though
11. If so, was it a felony? could have been
12. Have you ever ran from a police officer? almost
13. Last time you knowingly made the wrong decision? about 2 months ago.. everyone knows what im talking about... ive made so many mistakes.. HUGE mistakes, im sorry
14. Do you generally feel that people are honest? deff not
15. Are YOU generally honest? (BE HONEST!) im brutally honest
16. How often do you get your hair cut? every couple months or so
17. If you had to choose a stereotype that best fits you, what would it be? no one actually knows.. ppl who know me know im not the "preppy" type... ahhh i hate labels
18. Favorite sport? hockey
19. Are you attracted to a friend right now? haha.. i hate dreams
20. Why haven't you done all the things you want to do? life will never be fair... that question actually just made me cry
21. Are you going to change this? i cant, its too late
22. Do you believe in God? yes
23. Do you believe in luck or fate? fate
24. Last book you read? to kill a mocking bird
25. What is the furthest you've been from home? texas
26. Favorite possession? i actually have no idea
27. When was the last time you wanted to crawl in a hole and die? when my grandpa died... which was around the same time me and glen broke up.. my whole life went downhill
28. When was the last time you wanted to dance around in the streets with joy? no idea
29. What mental age would you say you are? i have no idea.. probably like 5.. im such a little kid lol
30. Do you enjoy arguments? sometimes, if im right

so this whole being dehydrated thing sucks... i need help :(

tonite was kinda boring... me and glen just chilled at his house.. then went to starbucks and came home

ahh ... not much more to say

<3

Sat, 07 May 2005 04:23:31 GMT

Bloomfield - Trowbridge Road - A side street north of 16 mile on Woodward holds a very creepy place called Trowbridge. It is a very rich area an local kids that were depressed would jump off the bridge which was a 100 ft. drop to there death, one instance on a Sunday from 8p.m until 12 midnight every half hour on the hour a kid would commit suicide until midnight when the train came an dismembered there corpses. The kids would spray paint there names or something to be remembered by on the wall. It is on a street called Trowbridge, very creepy street with huge houses take it down half a mile an on the left hand side before the street ends is the bridge. Go at your own risk because the place has been known to have many freaky occurrences an not to mention a monks monastery about a mile down the road. -

yeah we decided to take a little trip out there tonite since im the only one whos never been there, i almost pissed my pants like a gajillion times, thats actually one of the scariest fucking things ever... i wanted to get out of the car but glen wouldnt let me lmao... by the end of the nite i could even get into his car, he had to hold my hand everywhere cause i was too fuckin scared to even get out off his couch, im such a wuss

i wanna go back there one day and check it out, cause it looks cool ... hopefully i dont get arrested.. or killed :( .. im deathly afraid of ghosts lmao

so it was a good nite

<3

Fri, 06 May 2005 01:48:37 GMT

im so glad tomarrows friday ... i need some sleep

berlin cancelled my detention tomarrow morning so i get to sleep in an extra hour tomarrow..

i drove tonite with nicki ... we both did pretty good.. i actually thought i was going to kill someone, but i didnt.. so i didnt pretty damn good :P

im probably going to sleep in the next 5 minutes cause im so tired its ridiculous..

later kiddies

<3

Wed, 04 May 2005 16:24:56 GMT

yah im in sciece... were supposed to be doing some thing online but i cant find the site so aparently im not doing it..

i got to teach 2nd hour! haha it was funny, everyone was paying attention (cause i was throwing jolly ranchers at whoever answered questions) ... Mr. Hills letting me do it tomarrwo too lol

i really dont wanna go to drivers trainging, im so sick of it

Nick almost fell on me, ouch.

im out, later kids.

Wed, 04 May 2005 00:43:17 GMT

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good thing, because labels are gay :D ... i am in <3 tho ;) hehe

drivers training sucks, i cant wait til its over and i can just have my permit so i can get my license in like a bagillion years

Glen picked me up from school at like 5 and i hung out with him until like 8... now im watching american idol.. uhhh that scott guys gotta go.. he sucks majorly, like alot. ew.

i get to teach 2nd hour tomarrow!! haha... thats gonna be a disaster :P

thats it,

later.